I am still digging out from an avalanche that seemed to come down on me in the past five or six days. I'm making headway and thankful for your prayers. My Small Group really ministered to me on Monday night.
That said, I'm still not quite caught up enough to put the time necessary to write a new post. Therefore, this is a re-posting from many months ago. I hope it's meaningful. By the way, I am still following comments and appreciate them more than I have words for.
As I march through the years of life, certain phrases -- most, but not all from Scripture -- stick in my mind. Consider, "Then it happened in the spring, at the time when kings go out to battle, that David sent Joab..." (2 Samuel 11:1 NASB) David was getting older, he had paid the price of many battles, his nation was more secure and ever and it just wouldn't do to have him killed out there. So he stayed home and sent General Joab.
Joab was a gifted leader and totally loyal. He was a master strategist. He was on top of a world-class winning streak.
Joab had the troops he needed and cutting-edge armaments for the battle. He understood that wars are won over a season rather than a day. He was ready to serve his country and his king.
You see, the problem wasn't with Joab. It was with David, back home. David's army was at war and the King was home quite comfortable. Relaxed. Enjoying a cool evening stroll on his large, flat roof. The wife of one of his finest officers -- her name was Bathsheba -- was on the rooftop a short distance away. Bathing.
I got a call from our Missions Team leader late yesterday afternoon. He scheduled an unexpected meeting first thing Monday morning. One of the leaders within the ministry needed some input about a project and Mark called me to ask about how to handle it. We talked through a strategy and Mark immediately took his next step. Yayyy!
In the middle of the call, I faced a small dilemma. Do I move into the middle of this tactical situation or do I stay on the sidelines while General Mark takes the lead? I chose to sit. Mark is doing a great job and keeps growing.
I make more decisions like this all the time. I'm grateful for the growth in all of us. It's a temptation for us pastors to remain in the front. Because of my age and my growing awareness that I don't have the emotional stamina to carry the load I am responsible for, I try to do more and more coaching from the sidelines.
I'm not naive, though. King David was called "a man after God's own heart." He discovered that "uh-oh" can be far closer than you think.
Dear God, please help me walk in the balance between mentoring and doing as I go through my week. Amen.